Tuesday, April 13, 2010

All Good Things come to an End

It seems as if it happened just yesterday. It was this same place and maybe the same time, the happiest moments of my life. Ecstasy and euphoria filled up my senses. Exulted by the fact that dreams do come true after all and gratification to an unknown force for delivering me what I wished for. Contented, that I wished for no more because this was the source of my happiness which put me on the seventh heaven. I believed that some things could be truly immortal but then a ray of light falls upon me like a realization, jolting me from my slumber that
“All good things come to an end”.
I reminisce those moments we created together, the nights to remember as I pass by those places. I walk away. I look back but I continue drifting apart. I question myself that am I just running around from the place or myself?
We must have experienced moments, events or people which we assumed to be perennial but little do we realize that a different game is being played by fate.
Silent tears roll down thy face feeling somber and trying to understand the rules of the game of fate.
I cannot evade the gloom because of the vacuum created by the moments and the people.
There is a feeling of acute emptiness as if there is a dementor around.
Ironical as it may seem but I fear treading those paths again. I would stay aloof and enjoy the ethereal way rather than bare my heart and soul again. I will fear experiencing those joyous ways for I shall always be anxious and dread that what I consider the best part of my life shall end and I’ll be left asking “Why Me?”
They say that “All that happens is for ones good”. But are you ready to waste the most important years of your life only to find out some 10-20 years later that what happened was beneficial. Good Deal?
For the people who have always been tormenting, you could very well try and comprehend the despair on the other side. And for the ones who have always been on the receiving end, “Is it really over?”


P.S- Watch out for the next part of this 2 part article. “What goes around comes around”